Sometimes...

Sometimes, I let this infertility roller coaster get the best of me.  A lot of days, I'm ok even great.  Especially now that we have a plan in place and have an amazing team of doctors and nurses.  But some days, I just don't want to deal with it anymore.  I don't want to have to watch the calendar, take too many pills per day, remember to call the nurse when my cycle starts, make doctors appointments for monitoring multiple times during the month.  But I know it will all be worth it in the end. 

Yesterday was a VERY long day at work and I was mad that I had to work so late on Valentine's Day.  Our takeout was cold by the time I finally got home.  And I had to remind Aaron to make his doctor's appointment again (to be fair, he's been super busy at work, and it's not really an appointment he can schedule around other people).  So I snapped at him and ruined the whole hour and half I was home on Valentine's Day before I went to bed.

Today, I have a new outlook.  I get to leave work at a normal time.  And a run at the gym is definitely in order.  Today will be better.



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