Tonight is the Informational Night. All week I've felt like I did when I was little and I knew a big vacation was coming up. Two nights ago I had the most bizarre dream about our consultation (that's next week)...not sure where that came from. And last night I could not fall asleep (which was horrible considering I stayed out way too late with girlfriends and didn't go to bed until almost midnight...on a work night...man I sound old).
I've been waiting for tonight for the past month. Tonight means we are finally moving forward. I feel like the voucher for our free consultation is going to be like the Golden Ticket from Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Yeah, I'm a dork.
I have mixed emotions going into tonight. Don't get me wrong, my excitement and anxiousness (in a good way) are far outweighing the negativity. But have I gotten my hopes? Will we leave the meeting tonight feeling even more overwhelmed and discouraged? I know that I have a long ways to go before IVF would even be considered, so will they talk about all levels of infertility?
I had lunch this week with a friend who recommended me to this office. She LOVES them. And she did warn me that some of the statistics are discouraging, but that the staff is amazing and the informational night is a great way to get just that...information.
So yeah, tonight we're getting what will hopefully be our "Golden Ticket." If only it came with all the delicious candy from the movie...
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